Procrastination

So I am supposed to be working on the bio lab report that I have to turn in in five hours, meaning i have less than four hours to finish and get any sleep. I decided to make the most logical choice and listen to Adele's Hometown Glory and make a blog post. Well I have been recently searching for a large purpose for my life, because that is the kinda cool stuff I do in my spare time. Working and making money just isn't enough to cut it for me. Sometimes I just feel so outcast in a world of power-hungry individuals who seem to have no compassion or caring about the valuable things in life, such as life itself, love, internal progress, selflessness, generosity, concern, or expressing opinions. Apathy is so prevalent in our culture, to such a degree that something has to be to blame. Work ethic in our generation is suffering tremendously. In addition people can so easily pass a suffering person with no thought but how they were inconvenienced by the other's presence. People are so easily corrupted anymore. Waving a few dollar bills or a simple threat is enough to persuade most. I think that people should all view their own life as less than everyone else's. Not in such a way as to complain but that giving would be second nature and not a contemplated act. Anyway, I really miss my nieces and nephews and really want to see them very badly. My siblings rank right up there as well. I miss children so much. The have such a simplistic world view that keeps me grounded. When the most crucial moment of their day is eating and playing, not their parents' next paycheck. They are able to fully trust in a higher power, a feat that I struggle with. Back to my future, is it such a crime to desire to never have power or be important? Everyone always says that you should be a leader in your field and drive off your competition by one-uping them. I just want to be functional, helpful and there. Well I really do need to go work on my biology, I just felt like writing a bit. Love you. :)